Decorating my house

Translation for all my English speaking readers.
1. photo
The ultimate luck is a result of little pieces of happiness.

2. photo
The shortest way between two persons is a smile.

Good news from the medical front

Today I got my blood results back.
Everything is fine. No unnormal results.
That was a big relief today, except that my doctor still counts on my "YES" for the thyroid surgery he recommended to me.
Allright, I told him I'll make an appointment for January.
The good thing is that I already brought the possibility of a surgery up when I talked to my new boss. He understood and agreed with 10 days off for that in the beginning of 2010.

Today I bought myself a MacbookPro. It was time for that :-)
I'll put my old one on Ebay and it looks like I'll earn a quite acceptable profit with it.

For Thursday I don't have any plans yet but I am sure I'll find something to do.



Take care everybody out there!
Love you xxx

The Pre-Christmas-Shopping

Such a good day.
Marion, a former workmate from Munich visited me in Passau today.
We planned a long and intense shopping day in the mall.
And - we did. Nope, that's wrong. Marion did.

By the way..this posted picture shows Marion.
Maybe you need to know, that it was about 8 degrees and raining when I took this picture!
I hope she will not become ill. Good luck.

Great news

Guess.
I got the job! I am soooo excited and happy.
This is the hotel website: www.viktoriaquelle.de

Have a look. Site is available in English,too.
I'll start in the middle of december.

That's gonna be awesome...oh my god, I can't wait.

A wonderful night

Maybe it was necessary to get drunk again. And I did that with Tobi in Munich.
Before the drinking night Dad and I went to the Quiz-casting and we failed. Ah..anyway. It was a real funny experience to see how a casting for a tv show works. Interesting and not such a big thing.

Ok. The night. Weird. I should have stopped drinking after the vodka, but as I said, it was a real chatty night with Tobi and the drinking came with it.
I saw Jack after my last drink at the Euro. I am really happy that I was in a good mood and drunk, because when I think about it now, sober, I would have slapped him.
After a few kisses I toddled back to my hotel room and can't remember a lot after that.
My mum called me around 9 am to have breakfast together but NO CHANCE! I felt horrible, dizzy, had an upset stomach and couldn't imagine to sit in a car right afterwards for 2 hours to drive back to Passau.
With a lot of fresh air (open car window) we made it back to Passau. I went to bed and now, hours later I feel better.
I can still taste the alcohol and zigarette taste but a shower will help now.

What a great night! I had good drinks, good conversations and the feeling that I can count on him. And it showed me how hard I miss him and the others around me.

But it was worth it. To make it count.

it's hard to understand

The past

I scanned some photos today...Those are 2 of my favourites.

Gaga

How cool is that?

A few weeks ago I signed my dad and me in for a German televison quiz show. It was a online paper where you just had to tell something about yourself, send pictures..

I totally forgot about that, because I didn't expect the TV company to answer.
Today I got a letter from Grundy in Cologne and they invited my dad and me for a casting for the show.
That happens in Munich. Cool, isn't it?
Okay, we're not in the show yet, but it's kind a selection already.

Ah, by the way..the main jackpot at the show is 300.000 Euro.
My dad was kind a suprised, because I didn't tell him about the application for the show. You should have seen his face when I told him that we have to go to the casting. Hilarious!

On Sunday, I'll have a practise day at one of the hotels I want to work at.
Cross your fingers for me!

To all of you: Have a great weekend wherever you are and we'll stay in touch, right?

Red fingernails will rule my world!

I made my choice

Yesterday, my dad and I decided to get an immunization against the swine flu.
Today I feel sick. I can't move my arm and I got fever.

Allright, I knew that there would be side effects, but I really don't like them. :-(
But the doctor already told us to expect something like that.
It should be gone in 2 or 3 days.
So all of you - do me a favour - please go to the doctor and get and immunization! It's not only for you, but also for all people around you.

2nd info:
The boss of one of the hotels called me. He wants me to do a training before I start. That's okay; I told him that he just should give me date I should show up.
He'll check the duty rosters and give me a call back. Sounds good, doesn't it?

Weeks went by

I was really disappointed how everything happened, but to go on rehab was the best thing I could do right after.
The first 2 weeks were a catastrophy. I felt physically horrible and my mind wasn't clear yet either.
But the weeks went by and I made friends at rehab and I am still in contact with them.

The whole moving back to Passau story was finished pretty quickly and I started to renovate my whole appartment.
A few of you readers know already how good it looks now.

Isil and Moritz, thanks very much for visiting me; it was really really important because down here I feel kind a lonley sometimes.
I am not depressed at all, but not every day is a good day. :-(

I did some interviews for a new job and got 2 good offers. Now I'll need to decide but I have time for this, because both jobs will start in January.

Having such a promptly breakup really hurt a lot.
Thanks for all who shew loyality with me. We'll stay in contact anyway.

I will have another surgery next year (January/February) because they found a lump.
I'll tell more as soon as I have more details.

Love you

I am back.
I struggled with myself if I should start writing on the blog again, but I think it's time to.

I won't remove Jack and my blogs because it was a good part of my life.

Now, I'll start another decade without him.

Here I am.