Swear at an EX ( found it in my CD rack )

You know there are two sides to every story
See I don't know why you cryin' like a bitch
Talkin' shit like a snitch
Why you wrote a song 'bout me
If you really didn't care
You wouldn't wanna share
Tellin' everybody just how you feel
(Chorus)
Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, fuck you right back
Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, fuck you right back
You thought you could really make me moan
I had better sex all alone
I had to do your friend
Now you want me to come back
You must be smokin' crack
I'm goin' else where and thats a fact
(Chorus)
Fuck all those nights I moaned real loud
Fuck it, I faked it, aren't you proud
Fuck all those nights you thought you broke my back
Well guess what yo, your sex was wack
Fuck all those nights I moaned real loud
Fuck it, I faked it, aren't you proud
Fuck all those nights you thought you broke my back
Well guess what yo, your sex was wack
You questioned did I care
Maybe I would how if you wanna come to me
Now it's over
But I do admit I'm glad I didn't catch your crabs
I can't swear bad 'cause I got to go
(Chorus)
Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, fuck you right back

spin me some sad story
sell me some escuse
to help me understand the things you do
'cause the way you treat your lovers
well i just can't relate
and where'd you learn to shoot your gun so straight?


oh baby, won't you cry?
show me there are some tears behind your eyes
oh baby won't you cry?
show me there's a hurt behind your eyes

once you had a reason
and once you had a place
you had it all and laid it all to waste
and I know you hate to need us
but why'd you need to hate?
and where'd you learn to shoot without restraint?

oh baby won't you cry?
you cut yourself so let me see you bleed
oh baby won't you cry?
cry for all the things you'll never be

don't you see your father?
don't you feel the love?
don't you see your brother?
don't you feel the love?
well could you be a mother
could you ever find the love?
that you would not place yourself above

oh baby won't you cry?
show me there are some tears behind your eyes
oh baby won't you cry?
why'd you have to kill to feel alive?
why'd you have to kill to feel alive?
why'd you have to kill to feel alive?

Fuck what I said

Such a real description

Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2TB6zSwfHB4&feature=related

I don't need to be anything other
Than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other
Than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other
Than the birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going, is knowing where I'm coming from

[Chorus:]
I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one who noticed?
I can't be the only one who's learned!

[Chorus]

Can I have everyone's attention please?
If you're not like this and that, you're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain
The crust of creation
My whole situation-made from clay to stone
And now I'm telling everybody

[Chorus]

Welcome 2010

It was a weird start. I feel a little bit lost at work, but honestly I am looking forward to my time out in the hospital 2nd of February. The hospital stay will take around 5 days and after that I'll sign in sick for about 7 more days. I don't know if it was too early to start working again, but we'll see.
It doesn't satisfy me as I expected it to, but I am kind a moody at the moment anyway.

The good thing is: I got my new car. And it drives really good and looks good too.

My two days off are almost gone and after a light shopping tour with my mum this afternoon I'll spend the evening quite chilled on the couch.

Hopefully you're all fine. Let me know what's going on with you.